Dreaming with a broken heart

Although I risk sounding overly dramatic, my heart hurts. It feels as though the Lord has decided that now is a good time to go through emotional trials. Now that things are looking better for us in the future. Now that there seems to be a light at the end of the tunnel. Suddenly and without warning, something changes and there's no going back. And my heart aches because of it.
Also, I'm still not pregnant. Starting to worry that something's wrong with me. I know that things happen in their own time and that it will happen when it's supposed to happen, but knowing something and making yourself really believe it are two totally different things.
But, on the bright side, Cali was finally accepted into Healthy Families. We now will have medical, dental, and vision insurance for Cali for only $7/month. I'm so excited to get my little girl's teeth fixed. :) Calling and making appointments in the morning!